I wouldn't know how to explain
What you are to me.
- I'm your angel.
Yes you are.
But what am I to you?
The cause of your happiness, truly?
The incongruency between words and actions
Brings doubt then doubt turns
Quickly to worry if you're safe.
I blow it off.
It is simple, what I want
More days spooning,
And yet a lot to ask
Regret hath ne’r trespassed
Upon me. Anger left along
The path my brother trod.
They both escape me. And
These deepest things have
Graced me: faith and trust.
I am that comfortable with you
That I can write my deepest needs.
Some things I don’t recall and yet I remember with sweet smiles
everything you wore, I wore, and your lizard who didn't want to jump.