Maybe the recognition is enough and actions are unnecessary? Maybe I'm a coward making excuses. Either way, I move forward and into the next day. On one hand my middle name is perseverence and adversity. I must have really fucked up in my last life, because I'm paying for it in this one. On the other hand, heaven is a whole in the heart of desire and I awake gladly into the new day. So it's a wash. And I'll take it.