on authority

I know I should move on.

I have; or was never stuck really

But I feel restless, fearless

and the long list of men beckons

waiting for my…

systemic aggregation

Maybe that’s why I don’t date;

too much information up front

too much thinking

not enough doing

I know I should….

…but I’ve always balked at ‘should’

hated being told what to do
how to think

If where I am feels good
why fuck with it?