I
All you see is light and air
flushed sweet giggles and eyes bright.
Let not loose do I the dark despair
caged, contained, cruelly and deservingly
beat down, drug low and tortured till
it holds no grasp on me, no longer does it kill.

II
Tying up and drawing blood in one deep clean cut.
Swelling, beading, pulsing as she wets her lips, small
pink tongue gently testing, teasing, full mouth over it
nursing, sucking. Hands taking into her the extent of him.
Oh sweet thought and she is gone to shallow breaths.