Monday, September 08, 2025

“in the dictionary between shit and syphilis”

Daddy was full of wise words and wisecracks 

he’d say “up and at em,” and “get ‘er done”


and though I still drag my feet waking

(for I love my bed and dreaming just a little too much)

I did …”git ‘er done”

too young in fact: I worked like him, like a bee buzzing 

filling the minutes hours days weeks months years decades


I never missed what I never had, 

until now when I wonder ‘what if’


while Daddy sits in his chair not wanting to rise

I want to echo his words, I want to say

“remember what you’d say about sympathy?

we all know where it can be found”


I want to scream, “get up, Dad, get ‘er done!”

instead I murmur these things to my own self 

to cold bones and stiff knees 

while I drag out of bed slowly waking 

much like I was at ten, wanting to sleep a few minutes more