Wednesday, July 23, 2025

Mother left with everything that wasn’t nailed down

I

you are you, you know 

your things not mine;

trust I know my things 

are mine for the knowing

your way is your way

your way not mine

trust I know my way

is mine for the doing 


II

took a long time to earn

all my skits-n-skats internal;

the collection of pinned things

and legs struggling not to, still

hindsight never woke

in wee hours to worky-work

the one to five jobs

and smith the words of learning 

No, I did that. I. Did. That.


III

Mother never got mad

Mother never advised

Mother read her romance 

Mother lit the gas


full grown and feeling

too much at four, at little fifteen 

I figured the sums and deficits

for Father puzzling through 


this and that floundering 

for decades into overmorrow 

of owning my knowing 

and figuring what to do


“Took a world of trouble took a world of tears…” ~ Square One, Tom Petty