Saturday, June 08, 2024

until she wasn’t

a life in place, love all set, 

it all allowed for a sleep of

storied dreams played out in scripts

rewind edit replay

in waking hours of wash rinse repeat, 

of work of school of making a house a home

she wrote of things made sense in half-light

she wrote fueled on tea and sugared toast

until she couldn’t until she shattered: 

in her sorrowed hours

of the heaviness of a death she mourned 

in the vastness of a light slumber

she woke into a life out of place 

all that life he was there but not: 

while she was there all in

until she wasn’t 

“Anyone who’s had a heart, wouldn’t turn around and break it…” ~ Sweet Jane, Velvet Underground