Watching the ladies clean I realize I've not cleaned like that since my early 30s when I was married and worked one job taking care of myself and my husband. I kinda miss knowing every nook and cranny of my home, doing things that gave my brain a rest. I meant to have my doctorate by 50, but got thrown off by leadership trainings. I meant to move back into teaching but I bought a house and teaching wouldn't pay my mortgage. I meant to write, but work fills my belly and buys my books and pays my tuition. Someday, when I retire, I'll only work one job. Someday I may clean my own house again