she rarely spoke aloud
but when she did
 
Be quiet!
 
rarely showed her excitement
 
Calm down!
 
was rarely demonstrative
 
Go 
just
do something!
 
she learned to hide
learned to read
did not learn to socialize
and dreamt 
so many things
 
her passion
her zeal
her awe
and joy
 
faded
she learned to watch
to think
to prod, to poke
 
to break
any goodness
undeserved
 
but really, wasn't it all?