Came across a random topic just. So innocent. I was there for the lightness of being and I stepped into a pocket deep and still. Once my heart beat weakened I looked deeper...I know, I know, your dead, get over it, but your frailty of body and mind, and your strength of will to live...sigh...yes, Bubba, of course I cried...but I find the strangest things to make me smile - though sometimes it's just a funny grimace and bearing of teeth. I'm still missing you...and the way you talked about men and rolled your eyes.