Tuesday, September 16, 2025

cool to the touch

deep breaths and challenges coyly 

deciding the day - deciding a life

wondering when I started feeling

the marrow in my bones prickling;

a cacophony of strange days unfolding

between nights of sleep undelivered 

no lingering wisp on dry lips parched

when waking to a half-fevered body

to a heart…cool to the touch



Monday, September 15, 2025

4-3-2-1

somewhere somehow, I stopped 

dreaming of some things

like fireworks and a tongue tripping

fawn eyes gazing, sweetness freely given


(much like any desire for children)

a mind and heart open to it

a refusal to go looking


somewhere somehow, I let go 

of the things I could not control 


somewhere somehow sometimes I wonder…


Sunday, September 14, 2025

lyrical

 she was sitting at the bar

gazing in the mirror 

watching

as the world went by

in a stop motion minute

at lightning speed

on turtles and their shells

I keep things 

so close to the chest, clutching pearls

of stuff and blunder, that

in the divulging it surprises others

sometimes in wonder

oftentimes in disbelief 

the latter causing a clutching tighter

of my accolades and 

experiences to my own self alone

recalling in a sweetness bitter 

I no longer fight for space 

not given freely

Saturday, September 13, 2025

feng shui

I

a nor’ easterly door

ain’t shouldn’ta been black?

telling me what to do don’t sit too well


II

it’s difficult being a 

non-alpha Capricorn 

with a heart tinged

a little dark, beating slow



I had a Beta fish called Feist Boy

I never learned to put me first

I wasn’t taught, in fact,

I wasn’t taught much 

outside the classroom

where I sponged to overflow

too late in life; as a youngling 

reared on the bright and shiny 

of flickering tubes and the smell?

of paper turned sepia